In case I am crazy

I had my IUI on Monday, April 4, 2011. It is now April 10, 2011. I know I shouldn't feel a thing. I know all of my "symptoms" are probably in my head. I know I will be DEVASTATED if I am not pregnant.

But I cannot stop peeing. I am also having minor cramps in my lower pelvis.

Just needed to get that out :) I am scared to write it on a forum - like I will jinx things. So my blog that no one reads about seems like a good place.

Waiting for IUI!!!

Gonal-f every day still - 112.5. The ultrasound yesterday showed NICE follicle, but estrogen is not quite high enough so will go in for another ultrasound on Friday.

OK - so am I ready? Let's see:
HCG trigger shot - check
Swimmers - check
A billion or so sticks to pee on - check

Yup. All is in order.

Gonal-F stim

So this cycle we are going to stim with Gonal-F. I started off yesterday (cd3) with 112.5 units of Gonal-F, injected subcutaneously (Fortunately it is not hard for me to find the fat part of my tummy....) I didn't feel a thing! I think it is going to be ok.

ON the downside, my reimbursement for the medical expenses was NOT deposited yesterday like it was supposed to be, o I have to wait until Monday to have the sperm shipped and order the HCG. Why is it such a money game? *sigh*

I hope this month is my month...